Showing posts with label the terrible-awful. Show all posts
Showing posts with label the terrible-awful. Show all posts

Monday, April 04, 2011

Lung Update | {shoulder shrug}

We went back to the pulmonologist for our follow up this morning and got to see the cool moving picture of Savannah's lung via the CT scan.

I will say it's nice to hear your specialist come in and say "Man, this is going to be an easy one today!". As the doctor pointed out, there is SOMETHING going on in the upper part of her lungs. A few of her airways had been closed off for a portion of time, which damaged them and caused them to look kind of strand-like on the x-ray and CT Scan. They checked for masses, they checked for enlarged lymph nodes, obvious signs of an infection, they checked for serious lung disease and found...none of those.

So in the words of Dr. Scalo "It's a bit of a mystery, but this kid seems to be doing OK" {Hands up/shoulder shrug}. A possible step we could take if she was running a lot of fevers or had multiple bouts of pneumonia would be a 'lung lavage', which sounds like a lovely spa treatment for the lung, but is where they would put her under general anesthesia and scrape some cells out of her lungs for analysis. As it's a bit invasive, he didn't recommend it at this time. It also has only about a 20% probability of telling them anything new at this point, so we're skipping it in favor of a simple chest X-ray in 12 months. If things have gotten worse at that point, then we'll look into more testing.

Hoo-Ray!

In the meantime, we just have to watch for more lung symptoms like lots of night coughing, wheezing, coughing after exercise and repeated lung infections. So far, so good!

It is obviously not affecting her as she doesn't have shortness of breath or chronic coughing. A definitive answer would have been nice, but I think this is about as good as it gets right now, so we'll take it happily.


Tuesday, March 15, 2011

All Clear Siren

Well mostly...

Finally heard from Dr. Lung today and Savannah is clear of Interstitial Lung Disease and Brachiecstacis. Don't bother Google-ing them. It's basically the other two prongs of the bad three that included CF. It'll just depress you to read about the symptoms.

They would like to see her back in a month, because there is something on her X-ray and I'm sure they'll X-ray her again. It could just be the way her lungs work - who knows? But in general, this is about the best outcome we could have hoped for so far. 

Thanks for all of the concern about Savannah.



Monday, March 14, 2011

Soooo....

We still don't know anything. I called the Pulmo last week and confirmed they have received the CT Scan, but they have not called me back with any info. I'm thinking that this means:

1) It's not that serious and they have sicker kids to deal with at the moment
2) It's crazy weird and he's consulting with some of his lung buddies.

Savannah continues to feel great and we are rocking spring break this week.

I'll have a post up on the Food + Photos blog in a moment if you are looking for some recipe inspiration, by the way.

For now, enjoy Savannah dressed as a peacock. Squawk!

Tuesday, March 08, 2011

Conversations | Lab Test Edition

My emotions are all over the place from one hour to the next. I look at my outwardly healthy, happy little girl and think that nothing can be wrong with her. I also know that x-rays don't lie and there are some things to figure out and the mystery is a little frightening. I feel so much stronger and hopeful than I did last week though and know that whatever the final result, things will work out. She's going to be fine in the long run.




One of my many reasons for hope is the incredible wit of our girl. Five really is an awesome age. She's always been a hilarious child, but it's kicked into overdrive lately. Even in the middle of exams and lab tests, she's got a gem to crack everyone up.

#1
Pulmonologist: "Savannah, are you good at sitting still?" (He was explaning the CT Scan to her)
Savannah: "Mmmmm...not really"

#2
Savannah: "Mama! That. is. disgusting!"

Sooooo, in the height of my panic about CF, I searched every known symptom. One of the most obvious is a salty taste to the skin. I believe that I told Savannah I needed to taste her skin and that was her response. I'm kind of glad she's not on Facebook yet, because her status would have been "my mom is a raving nut".

#3
Savannah: "You know, everyone is a little salty Miss Mary"

Savannah to her sweat test nurse, Mary, who I wanted to bottle up and take home with me. She was such a perfect kid's nurse. Full of chatter and sweetness and patience. On a side note, she was also astoundingly positive. She was telling Savannah (for Conor's and my benefit, really) that she had to do a good job on her test because she didn't want to have to do it twice. She told her she was most certainly fine and doing the test twice would just be a waste of time.

More updates when we have them. I'll let you know what she said about blood tests next time.

CT Scan Day

Today the process of 'What is this?' continues. We had a CT scan this morning to gather some more information. Savannah did great- wasn't scared- asked a lot of questions. She was presented with a handful of silly bands and some lollipops after the test and we were on our way.

They should have some results for the pulmonologist to review in a few days. I feel like we are in such a weird position with all of this because, yes, there is something on her x-ray that needs to be treated. Sure, it could be serious. However, unlike most of the parents that are bring their child to the pulmonologist or Dell Children's, we haven't been having chronic problems. She feels great. it is almost by accident that we ended up getting these tests done.

I am a little amused when the doctors and techs ask me questions like 'So how long has she been coughing?' and ' oh is she really uncomfortable with her wheezing today?' and I answer ' oh about a week ago when her cold started.' and 'oh she's not wheezing at all- hasn't in over a week'. You can see the slight confusion in their faces. She does have a really minor cough, but it's not slowing her down and improves every day. Her breathing is fine, she's not short of breath.

I am thankful that the tests so far have been non-invasive and painless. I have a feeling there will be some blood tests or biopsies in the future if the CT scan doesn't tell them what
they need and that will probably require some ice cream at least as a reward.

We just hope they figure this out soon and we get our little girl back to 100% ( inward and outward) as quickly as possible.

Monday, March 07, 2011

From the beginning | What is going on with Savannah?


I apologize for being so vague about what is going on with Savannah. There are so many variables right now and I was terrified enough about the really scary ones without burdening you with all of that. Bottom line is we still have to figure out exactly what is going on with her, but are making progress. She is in no pain, is feeling great and will be back at school tomorrow with her friends.

BUT, now that we've ruled out one terrible possibility, I feel better about giving you some specifics. So this all came out of the clear blue sky. Savannah has been a pretty healthy kiddo. She has had some respiratory issues, but they have been pretty mild compared to what I endured as a kid. I was a wheeze factory. She wheezes every once in a while, but it was nothing that I or her pediatrician were particularly concerned about. She has had a really healthy and wheeze free past 12 months.

A week ago Wednesday she woke up with a croupy cough that a steamy bathroom seemed to take care of. By Thursday, she had a fever and a cough, but was not terribly sick. Her school called me to let me know they had a case of the flu and two viral pneumonia's diagnosed in other kids and said I might want to check with her doctor. Out of precaution, they said to bring her in.

As Savannah had pneumonia in late 2009, they decided to do a chest x-ray. It took forever to get the results this time. I heard the doctor on the phone with the radiologist and was wondering what was up. She came into the room a little pale and said " I am about to completely freak you out." She then proceeded to tell me that the radiologist saw some things that concerned her about Savannah's X-Ray. Her biggest concern was that there were indications of Cystic Fibrosis in her lungs.

This was the point that the room started to spin a little. How could this be? My thriving little girl could not have Cystic Fibrosis could she? My pediatrician patiently went through all of Savannah's records looking at her growth patterns and infection history and declared it 'nearly impossible, but definitely worth of a trip to the pulmonologist'. Even if it wasn't CF, it was something that should be looked at. She has some minor airway widening (called brachiecstacis) in both of the upper lobes of her lungs. There are a lot of possibilities for what is causing it, but CF causes about 30-40% of these kinds of issues.

I should mention that Conor was about to head out of town for the week that Sunday. I worked as best I could, made an appointment with the pulmonologist, shot a wedding and waited. I had called my OB in Seattle to check if I had been screened for CF, but as I hadn't been a patient for a few years, they had to order my files. Without Conor's supervision, it was down the rabbit hole of WebMD/Google searches. I don't recommend it.

Finally on Wednesday, they called to tell me that I had been screened and was negative. CF is a genetic disease that has to be passed on by both parents to the child. I assumed this meant that it was impossible for Savannah to have CF. Hooray, right?

Move along to Friday, when we went to the Pulmonologist. I will say I was a bit flinty with the nurse. She had Savannah attempt a lung capacity test (which, went OK - but you know, she's 5) and when she handed me the tube Savannah used and said "Oh just hang on to this for next time" I was so tempted to hand it back to her and say "Oh, we won't be needing this". I felt a little frustrated that she assumed my child had lung problems and would be a recurring patient. I just felt like telling them that MY kid was healthy - couldn't they see that? I feel a little bad about that now, even though I maintain my kid IS pretty healthy.

We met with the doctor and he is lovely. Asked lots of questions, listened to Savannah's stories and answered all of her questions, did a really thourogh exam and explained to me what HE saw in her X-rays. It is really amazing to sit with someone who knows what the heck they are looking at in an X-ray. There was a little progression (of the bad kind) between her 09 and 11 X-rays. He showed me the airways he was concerned about and  said that it was minor, but still 'lung disease'. He then proceeded to ask about my CF screening - what type was it? Was Conor screened? He then said "Well, we need to start with a CF test for her".

The room proceeded to spin again as he explained that the screening I had, while great, only screens for the most common CF genetic abnormality and it accounts for about 80-90% of the cases. We were then scheduled for a 'Sweat Test'. CF kids (and adults) have abnormal amounts of salt in their sweat and the sweat test is a very non-invasive, easy test and it is about 100% accurate.

So I will say that I completely lost my mind on Friday. Dealing with this on my own for a week had completely worn me down and I needed my best friend and partner around for support. Single mom week is hard enough without dealing with a major medical issue.

Conor found me curled up at the end of Savannah's bed when he returned on Friday night. I remember thinking I would just lie there for a moment when I went in to check on her, but I think exhaustion took over and I passed out.

We had a super fun weekend together. We blew off birthday parties and work for time in the sunshine. It was a good reminder to me that even if she was sick, or has a chronic condition - it doesn't mean we can't still have fun together. I should mention that her virus had completely gone away at this point and she was feeling great, so it was party time in the fresh air.

This morning (Monday morning) we were scheduled for her sweat test. We pulled up to Dell Children's hospital and went to the third floor. Children's hospitals are truly amazing places. We've had a little experience with them from Savannah's hip dysplasia, but they are also such terrifying places. I hate seeing how many things can go wrong with a little human's body. The floor we were on had prosthetics, the cardiac specialist, the pulmonoligists, the urologists, the orthopedics, the reconstrustive surgery docs and on and on. In the lab it was us and a bunch of kids getting blood work. You hear moms telling their daughters that 'today might be a 5-8 vial day'. It just sucks.

So the sweat test involves stimulating a portion of the arm to open the pores. Then they attached a collection device that looked a little like the face of a watch with tube coiled in it to each arm. It collects the sweat. They wrapped her collection device up up and told us to bundle her up and 'run her for 30 minutes'. It was 75 degrees here today. We had our little lady in a pair of leggings, flannel PJ bottoms, three sweaters, her fur boots and a flannel hat. Then, much to her extreme anger - she is a kid that HATES to be hot, ran her around the Strictly Peds complex for 30 minutes. I have to say that having Conor there was so fantastic. I think he has a future in personal training, because he had Savannah running the stairs, doing circles in the elevator, chasing me in the hallways and running around the building outside even though she was complaining.

We finished up, had a 'great sweat' as declared by the nurse and went home to wait for results. About four hours later, we learned that results were 'normal'. Really and truly Savannah doesn't have Cystic Fibrosis. For real this time.

While we were there, there was another little boy having a sweat test. He was about 2 1/2 -3. This is random, but I am hoping his family got good news today too. I have been thinking about them.

But now on to what DOES she have? We are going for a CT scan tomorrow and those photos will hopefully give the doctor some more information. We're looking at the possibility of a 'creeping bacterial infection', some auto-immune diseases, TB, something called interstitial lung disease (which is a collection of a bunch of different lung diseases) and ??? We are not in the clear, but I feel like whatever it is, it's manageable and we'll get through it.

I will certainly keep you posted.

Thanks again to all of you who love our girl. Your prayers/vibes/good thoughts have been a refuge for me the last few days. Love to you all.

XOXO